There was a time when my life sucked. I was depressed, stressed out, and every night when I went to sleep I would toss and turn worrying that this was it. This was my life. My relationship felt like hard work, I could never make my partner happy (and vice versa) and I was working jobs that I hated. I would wake up every day dreading to go to work and praying for the weekend to get here faster. Then the weekend would come and all I had the energy to do was sit on the couch and watch TV. My friend even asked me if I would consider getting on anti-depressants. WHAT?! That was a huge wake up call for me. I was shocked and frustrated. I knew things were not going so great, but I thought I was being positive and hopeful.
Turns out it was so bad, I couldn’t even see it myself.
This was a turning point for me. I decided it was time to make some major moves and do things differently. So I tried it all. I dropped everything and traveled the world, I quit my job in search for something better, I left my relationship and tried independence, I made new friends and moved across the country, I fell in love with someone new, I hired my first coach, I discovered it was my mission to help people, I acquired new skills and certifications, and eventually I even started my own business. I am telling you, I changed everything about my life that I could try to change.
Guess what, I was still struggling. Life put me through a rollercoaster and eventually I hit rock bottom. One day I woke up so broke it hurt, alone, living somewhere where I new no one, and wondering how I was going to get myself out of the giant hole I was in.
I wish I could say this was all in a few quick months but it took years of one challenge after another to learn my biggest lesson of all.
I realized that if I was going to survive this thing called life, and possibly even enjoy it, I had to choose my own inner spiritual path to harmony.
I finally discovered it was time to transform my life from the inside vrs. the outside. The only way this never ending loop of struggle was going to end was if I started to help myself like I wanted to help others. IT FINALLY CLICKED. I made a decision. I knew I had to choose me, and so I did. I put all of my energy into loving myself, connecting to divine love, and creating the most massive transformation for myself possible.
No one was going to do it for me. No job, relationship, or trip around the world was going to be the solution to my happiness. I knew that the key to my happiness was discovering the heaven and the divinity that was within me. If I didn’t find the inner love, I knew I would be in the constant search of what I wanted from everything outside of me, which clearly wasn’t working. Eventually, I discovered what I wanted most was within me. It clicked, and then it clicked again, and it continues to click to this day.
Life has become more than I can even describe since I decided to devote my life to divine love, inner harmony, freedom and transformation. My vision is that you, and everyone in the world, gets to gets to experience and know divine love and that you discover how to create your personal life of heaven on earth.
To find out how Cole and her team can support you in your growth and transformation, contact her for more information by clicking here.